Dear all, yesterday I had an exam which I already failed once. indeed this was the only exam I have from the previous year. In the retake in September I arrived exhausted when I had to study for this course and I was not able to focus on that and to pass. This time I felt I understood the stuff but I think it was too much to process anyway, and in the exam I had a small black out and I did not remember how to derive really easy things that I practiced already while studying.For this reason the exam didn't go well, and the professor was quite disappointed but tried to help me to let me pass. Now, the professor said she hopes I will pass but that can not guarantee me that as her part was not sufficient and it all depends on the other parts ( one I did quite great and the other one I don't know). So I still have a chance to pass but really really low, also doing the maths with hypotetic grades I could have I have no peace and I passed the whole day looking at all the scenarios for which I could pass and it only lowers my mood. I have another exam in few days and I can not focus because constantly thinking about yesterday and at the blackout I had, the lost occasion to finally get rid of this exam and I'm anxious about all the implications for my studies from now on.. ( I should graduate and if I fail this exam I don't know what's going to happen).