I think you're discovering that living life is more important than exam progress. I took four years off after my ASA when my boyfriend died. I realized that I wasted so much of our time together studying when I should have been loving him. I stopped exams, focused on life, accomplished a few bucket list items, and when I came back? The exams were still there waiting for me lol. I just passed my first one :)
Live your life, love your family, and study when you can.